I know it’s nothing like i used to do earlier. It’s not deep and much like months ago but it started again like the first day 4 years ago. I promised myself 4 months ago to never self harm again cause I know I can do better and that I don’t need it. But i broke my own promise, also the promise to my mother, to my friends and my ex girlfriend. They forced me to promise them that I’d never do that again, and I broke it again. I guess I really am a failure and that I can’t do nothing about it.